The Purple Envelope

Continuing with the FBI’s findings in the Mason Kim case, this pertains to the letters found in the Corvette. There were four letters found, this is what was written in the purple envelope, addressed to “Beloved” and signed off with “MK.” The following was discovered.

You are out of my grasp. 

Your love is out of my grasp. Maybe it doesn’t exist but it will soon. I reach out my arms for you, but no one holds me back. I feel no embrace, where are you? 

I want to love and in return be loved. I run to the silhouette I assume to be you only to find no one on the other side.

You’re the light at the end of the tunnel yet it feels like I created that light.

I see you in front of my first car – my two loves. I reach for you but you vanish just as soon as I can see your warm smile. Where are you going, my beloved? Don’t you want to see me? Because I can see you.

I can and will do anything for your love. The way you ignore me is unacceptable, why do such a thing to someone you love? I need to find a way for you to recognize me and I will do whatever it takes.

I don’t think you understand, I need you to survive. People tell me I’m obsessed with you but I’m not, I just happen to be wherever you are. 

This is fate, why can’t you see that? This is what love is. Why won’t you come to me? I’m right here. Why do you not love me? Your love is all that I long for and yet it is out of my grasp. Those affectionate words I crave, that recognition I want, that physical touch that I hope for, that devotion I yearn for, that romance I desire is out of my grasp. I will have you soon. 

You are out of my grasp.

For now. 

-MK.